My addiction

Lets Get Straight

2012-02-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

1. We broke up before my study week. Thank God I have friends that helped me over him =)

2. I dont drink.

3. I prefer brushing my teeth in the shower.

4. I like his shoulder structure

5. It has always been Malcom in the Middle

6. My dad "Ive transferred some money. Love you"

7. The Three and a Half Man by Doughlas Lim at the Stand Up Comedy PJ Live Arts

8. School concert? *close enough*

9. Black Jeggings

10. AIESEC blue shirt

11. 'A Thousand Miles' by Vanessa Carlton and 'Chasing Cars' by Snow Patrol

12. Drama school competition

13. Nights out with my new roomate

14. Dancing in front of familiar crowds

15. I dont wear jewelry

16. Mestilah broad chest =P

17. When I was about to enter the PJ Live Arts studio, all chinese look at me. I was the only Malay with Tudung. And the stand up comedies are by the Malaysian Association Chinese Comedy.

18. Never treat others the way you dont want to.

19. If I have to choose only one, that would be my brother. I know him well more than I know myself, vice versa

20. My limit is 10 years older. Hehe

21.

22. "Its always time like this that I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me"

23. Yes. But Im glad that happened and I found out bout it.

24. That just prove that the person who is cheating dont love his/her lover that much. Keep on looking for the person that you would want to settle down on

25. Tutti Frutti with the girls

26. 164 on twitter (I dont have Tumblr acc)

27. 10 songs:
1. Feist - 1234
2. The Black Keys- Lonely Boy
3. Yuna - Come as You are
4. Bedroom Sanctuary - Lagu
5. Law ft Liyana Fizi - Fantastic Adventure
6. Pink - Glitter in the air
7. Adele - Set Fire to the Rain
8. Florence and the Machine - Shake it Out
9. V V Brown - Shark in the Water
10. Taylor Swift - Dear John

28. I dont have a tumblr

29. I was in a Convent school and he's from an all boys school. He really want to see me but my parent wont let me go out at night. So he held out a BBQ party event for the school so that I have a permission to meet him that night =)

30. When my brother fell from the motorcycle and blood all over. Urgh

So what if Im gonna put that as my profile picture?

2011-12-28T03:50:00.000+08:00

Hey all the ladies!

I have one concern on girls

Do you really have to be someone who the community wants you to be?

Throw all your make ups,

all your lotions,

all you stupid crazy shawls,

all your blouses that itches,

all your heels that left you nothing but blisters

Wear your most comfortable jeans,

with that favourite shirts of yours,

that slipper that is so comfy,

and that bawal that is so easy to shape

Be yourself, get out from that cocoon, liberate yourself from that mindset

Dance, sing and do all the crazy things like no one will be recording and tag you on facebook =)

Go for more in life, never say no to any opportunity

And remember, we all know we are pretty, as if it really matters. What matter the most is BRAIN

So lantaklah gambar aku buruk pon, jangan cantik di Facebook, tapi buruk kat luar

Hello again peeps

2011-12-28T03:18:00.000+08:00

Oh my,

Lama sungguh aku tak menulis

Tak sure kenapa. No, aku tipu. Haha. Aku tahu kenapa

Sebab susah nak keluar dari comfort zone

Berat nak bukak isi hati and just pour it out, bare out how you feels, hidangkan kat semua visitor what you really feel inside.

Its like that song yang Sabrina gave to me.

"2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to"
- Anna Nalick : Breathe

Aku malas.
Malas nak menulis
Malas nak fikir apa yang aku rasa
Malas nak decide, patut ke aku buang post pasal ex aku
Malas nak start

If you guys follow me on Twitter, semenjak dua menjak ni, I keep on talking bout theres a hole inside of me

I believe I got the answer tonight

He wrote me a lengthy email explaining it all, signing off with "ich lieb dich noch immer"

Puas? Tak. Suka? Tak. Sedih? Tak. Lega? Yes

I guess this is the end

Happy ending, go fuck yourself. Theres no such thing as 'happy ending' and Ive realized that long time ago

And now, my heart is complete. He gave it back to me.

Rupanya terbelah dua selama ini. Lolz

p/s: saya janji akan post benda merapu selepas ini =)

Songs I wana hear over and over again

2011-10-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

How to find your soulmate?

Cari yang sama taste lagu, so kita boleh karaoke kuat2 dalam kereta sampai tua merengkok

Create a playlist at MixPod.comTapi, xyah la perasan kalau ada match. Byk lagi criteria lain kena follow. Lolz

Put my love on top

2011-10-03T17:14:00.000+08:00

I missed being so crazily in love

Someone who put you on top

Someone you can call to and tell him everythng

When you are god damn bored, you can just call him and he'll bring you anywhere you want

Too bad consistency is kinda impossible for most guys

So, Im saving my heart for someone very-very special

Who will always put my love on top

p/s: till then, imma fuckn try all the fishes in the water

Today my dad said...

2011-09-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

I dont know what my dad meant by whenever I text him:

"Love you! <3"

Then he replied:

"Luv u too.. But it seems like I love you more and care bout you more"

*awkward and I seriously don't know what to reply

So, I just write:

"Hehehehe.. I know that! Thanks!"

Aku rasa my dad is emo-ing with me

Situation: Ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa

When you don’t follow what your heart want you to do, you die a little bit inside every day

2011-09-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

Im so not gonna apologize for being super MIA

Hahaha!

Anyway, the other day my mom and I were watching Oprah: The farewell season.

*sigh* last season ever

This guy, a producer Tom Shadyac (Nutty Professor II, I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry)

So, this multibillionaire guy bought a villa in Beverly Hills and out of sudden, he felt like he achieved nothing, somehow empty in his own trophy.

What I wanna say here is the three key points he emphasize on what he discovered in his life after an incident

1. It is scientifically proven that the entire human race is connected.

2. When you don’t follow what your heart want you to do, you die a little bit inside every day

3. It is human nature to be cooperative rather than competitive

It strike me out and my brain shut down for a moment digesting every single thing he said

I have to watch his documentary “I am”

Perubahan yang mendadak selepas menonton movies

2011-06-20T15:27:00.003+08:00

In these 2 weeks, Ive watched 3 movies:

1. Pirates of the Carribean

Bawak Luqman tengok sebab nak elak dia tengok KL Gangster.

I think its too much for even a 13 year old kid.

Altough agak kecewa Orlando Bloom takde, but I think Ive turned into a lesbian selepas menatap mermaid yang muka innocent!

2. X-Men: First Class

Kepala agak pening bila tengok cerita yang agak backward ni.

Baru aku sedar actually Xmen ni macam Star Wars and this movie start all over again from scratch?

I mean, hello! Harrison Ford is a friend to Hayden Christensen’s son?? I cannot twist it turn back god damn it!

3. KL Gangster

Selepas tengok review yang sangat bagus, selepas 10 tahun since aku swore tak kan watch malay movies, wat tha heck, Zizan kot berlakon!

Kalau rating among Malay movies, memang la rating dia 8/10. Tapi kalau nak rate among 2 movies above, memang tak dapat la rating macam tu.. Jalan cerita macam cerekarama tv3 je..

Anyway, selepas watch all these 3 movies, aku rasa bad boys are super HOT!!! *kipas-kipas utk effect

Magneto yang konon-konon blur dengan pendirian dia.

Padahal memang jahat pon! Its ok!

Who wont melt with his mischievousness??

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kenapa lu sangat cooolllllllL!!

Lelaki Melayu ni kan...

2011-06-14T09:57:00.003+08:00

Aku suka lelaki melayu

Aku tak berniat nak cari orang putih pon

Melayu ni... Ada yang...

1. Tak setia

Yes, nak bercerita pasal polygamy la ni kan

Im not against it, Im not for it either

Konon-kononla kan.. (let say) Sorang husband ni says “Babe, saya baru balik dari kampong pisang ni. Tengok kak limah tu, kesian pulak dia sorang-sorang. Walaupun usia dia x de la tua sangat, agak bergetah gak, tapi duit xde, asyik sakit sendi je. Boleh saya beristerikan dia untuk jaga makan minum dia tak?”. Isteri dia would say “Dude, you are the most noble guy in the world and it’s a green light from me. Nanti kat syurga nanti, jangan lupa payung emas saya”

Tapi kalau dia kata “Sayang.. sayang.. I dah jatuh cinta dengan awek yg practical pejabat I. Nafsu kami tak boleh tahan dah ni. Please biar I kahwin dengan dia so kami boleh elak maksiat”.

Ni yang susah ni… Maybe diorang boleh cari penyelesaian yang lain kot..

2. Cepat boring

Tak payah nak cerita banyak, banyak dah experience aku

Orang jantan melayu macam ni la yang membuatkan gadis-gadis cari pakwe Africa, atau pengkid.

Pastu korang kutuk-kutuk la perempuan ni kan…

Maybe mereka ni patot fuck themselves up, sebab kalau dorang masturbate dengan diri dorang je, mesti dorang takkan bosan kot..

3. Pemalu

For me, these shy Malay guys are kinda cute

But hey, sampai bila aku nak tunggu korang bagitau korang suka kat aku…

And guys comel sebegini, cuma rivals aku yang berani speak out kat dia je akan jadi awek dia..

Gah!!

4. Kelakar

Gosh, if I met a funny Malay guy, I would spend all my life listening to all his crap.

I don’t mind

Tak tau la kan.. But I only found Malay guys are funny :P

5. Gelap dan tegap

Ahhhhhh…. This is the MOST important character. Theeeee~

Muka kau xhensem pon, tapi kalau dada bidang.. Aihhhhh! *tahan*

6. Romantik?

Yeah, bila Nora Elena keluar dan meletup, ramai lelaki Melayu rasa tergugat and marah dengan Seth

Thing is, Malay don’t really express how they feel

They just keep it and hurm… Aku pulak yang jadi bosan (?)

7. Suka mencari kebenaran

Aku ada huge crush kat sorang mamat ni

Dia ni nampak cool je tapi rupanya sangat alim

Tapi dia xpernah tegur perangai aku, pakaian aku

Tak pernah nak change aku

Dia just terima aku seadanya and aku rasa, tu part of cara dia berdakwah, buat aku nak berubah

At the end of the day, kalau tak de sape yang nak kat aku, maybe aku boleh hantar rombongan meminang dia

I don’t mind pon

I mean, semua ladies out there are looking for a real MAN that can handle us

MY BIGGEST CRUSH OF A MALAY GUY?

NAS MUAMMAR ZAR!

Ape? Dia takde ciri-ciri di atas?

Biarla! Dada dia tegap weh!

Bukannye aku nak kahwin dgn dia pon!

A turtle, a new roomate

2011-06-13T09:25:00.004+08:00

Hey Guys,

Its been a while

Seriously, a WHILE

Im not really into blogging after I broke up with my boyfie

A friend of mine, Miza said something like

"u gotta love yourself first, before loving someone else’

Yeah.. I gotta admit

I guess Ive been focusing all my energy on waste

After talking to Sabrina on my break up, I just realized how much I changed all of these while

Ive started to become super emo

My feelings are greatly effected by my environment

Dulu, aku xpeduli pon pasal ape-ape

Sangat xsensitive

But things have changed

Memang terdiam aku time tu

Sambil deny gila-gila kat dia it is caused by my ex

Lolz

So,

1. Ive started to hang out with my friends more

2. I adopted a turtle! Nama dia just ‘kure-kure. Sangat pemalu mula-mula tapi lincah. Korang ingat turtle lari perlahan ke? Kalau terlepas ni, sekilas pandang hilang kot!

3. Got a new placement- currently doing my internship in UPM

Who said moving on is hard?

If I knew love cost me this much, I would love more

Lupe Fiasco - Words I Never Said ft. Skylar Grey [Music Video]

2011-05-11T09:11:00.000+08:00

Its full of message

Respect for all of his words

Exam Stress

2011-05-11T06:20:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

Been quite some time since I wrote an entry

Thing is...

Ive been on Google Reader and man, isnt it the greatest thing Google can came out so far?

I mean, you guys came out with Google.com (pfffttt) and Gmail

And this???

Gahh!!

I recommend Mashable.com, Boingboing.com, Raywj.com

Its a pretty intense week and whenever I want some mindblowing articles to clear my head, they never fail to do so

I couldnt wait for exam to finish

I got so many plans for my holiday...

I wanna paint my room, go for trips with my besties, families, just wana go somewhere and spend quality time with them

And... My mom gona hate this..

I WANT TO ADOPT A PET!

Ok mak.. Maybe bukan kucing.. Maybe...

TURTLES! TURTLES! TURTLES!!

Gah!!! I want them so badly!!

p/s: Having insomnia lately. Kept on thinking about cute, adorable, fierce turtle! Bite me turtles!!

Hurm.. What should I name these.... Hurm..

Anak Shima

2011-05-08T07:55:00.002+08:00

If you think I am something, you havent met my mom

She's everything I ever wanted to be:

1. When you think you are right, because you're a psychic and yes, you are ALWAYS right, you will say it right to their face

2. Dulu hidup mewah, sekarang dah tak berapa, kau xkan berpura-pura. You just tell your kids, friends, families, neighbours that we weren't anymore and you are proud of your life

3. You just accept people that you love as they are especially your kid. Kau rather kau tahu anak kau jahat dari jadi hipokrit. Depan baik, belakang haram

4. You believe in words of mouth. Kalau orang ckp anak kau jahat, kau xakan melenting. Instead, kau siasat and marah anak kau kalau diorang buat salah, because you believe nobody is perfect

5. You are very open especially in teens problem. All your nieces and nephews go to you. Sebab satu hari nanti, kau takut anak kau salah sorang dari mereka, and no one will be there for them.

6. You believe in LOVE

7. Maki hamun tu rutin harian untuk anak-anak sebab biar direct, jangan belakang cerita.

8. Although life xseberapa, tapi style xboleh seberapa. Sebab masa mewah dulu kau pandai melabur dalam fashion *high5

9. Most important thing in your life is your husband :')

10. Walaupun garang, tapi kalau orang sakit, jaga macam malaikat

11. Kau iron lady sejati, dengan idea bernas, sentiasa tahu jaga hidup anak dan suami

12. Kalau kau halau anak dari rumah, diorang tahu u didnt mean it a bit

13. Nobody can mess with you coz you roll like a bos

Happy Mother's Day, Mom

No matter how hard I try, I can never keep up with you

You are the best thing that can ever happen in my life

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MAK!

p/s: mintak ampun, saya banyak dosa sama mak

I WILL LOVE YOU CUTEY!

2011-05-07T01:57:00.001+08:00

Lalalalalalalalalalala

2011-05-03T00:20:00.002+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Its been a really really messed up week

Fever and lonesome and all

But hey,

Lalalala~

I dont give a damn

Still rocking the world

*cough

Demam

2011-05-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

Semalam jumpa doktor, 39'C

Xlarat nak buat apa2 pon hari ni

Tapi, hari ni ok sikit dr smalam

Cereal cereal!

2011-04-30T04:12:00.002+08:00

If you guys are following me long enough,

You will know how hypnotized my parents are

Macam fortune teller dowh!

They know exactly what Im doing, where I am and who Im with

Thats why I never lie to my parents (and not telling is not lying ok! I just need time *and courage to tell them the truth)

So, my called and she said she dreamt about me telling me Im broke

Either they read my blog or my mom is a psych!

The latter have more logical

So, they make me withdraw some money from my ASB

Barula aku sedar, memang aku ni papa kedana, kesepian (nak report roomate aku tak de ni)

Exam khamis lepas pon pakai pen free P1 Wimax je..

So, beli la pen, ink printer (last minute baru nak print nota) and...

Cereal!

God, my new addiction

Br bgn, mkn cereal, malam, tgh malam!

CEREAL! CEREAL! CEREAL! CEREAL!

i want cereal! huarghhhhhhhhh!!

WARNING: Corn flakes contain high carb, its a whole grain

OMG Shoes

2011-04-30T02:42:00.002+08:00

Lets get some shoe..

Its so funny that he totally understand:

a) When guys said "i think you have too many shoes"

"SHUT UP!"

B) When the salesperson couldnt find my size

"Oh Oh Oh.. By the way bitch, F*** you!"

Lolololololo

Im sorry I broke our promise

2011-04-29T04:48:00.001+08:00

I know we both agreed on not posting any emo posts

But just to let u know,

NEVERMIND, I'LL FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU

Coz u are the best thing ever happened to me

Jadual Baru

2011-04-27T06:10:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

Since its exam...

Here's my new schedule:

7am-1pm: Tido

1-3pm: Main-main

3pm-7pm: Revision

9pm-12am: Tidor

12am -7am: Study

I dont care what you think

This is just a reminder for anyone who wanna call or whatever

Im not in the mood to answer any calls lately

Thats why terciptanya SMS

My favourite stuff

2011-04-27T03:12:00.003+08:00

Hey stalkers!

Feel a bit overwhelm a bit hari ni

My first paper will be on this Thursday

Shit

Redha je la

Study week aku pergi terjah sana sini

Padan la muka

However, as for today, I wana talk about my favv stuff for this semester:

1. My Satchel Flap
Got this from the Hurley Collections, Midvalley

Kalau wannabes yang nak keep up with trends, I recommend this place

Takpayah la nak beli mahal-mahal

Trends come and go, tapi kalau kau beli kat Masjid Jamek, maybe kau akan intoxicate roomate kau dengan bau plastik murah tu

2. Oxford Shoes

Bought this from Zara

My testimonial? The best shopping decision I ever made

Gah!! Sungguh selesa and aku boleh buat lompat bintang guna kasut ni

I mean, screw heels!

I need comfort

3. Half shirt
Yeah wannabees!

Beli la baju yang nampak pusat

Tapi lagi cool kalau pakai tube so xnampak perut boroi kau (recommend hitam)

Tapi masalah dengan aku...

My body is quite small, baju ni jadi labuh kot

And remember to wear super nice belt dgn tshirt ni

FAIL

Cantik gak a..

4. Stripes
Memula bajet nak beli navy blues

Tapi aku tengok keliling... Ramai sgt dah beli

So, I bought this and belum pakai lagi pun

Hurm...

Tapi cantek!

So people, thats why Im broke

Hehehehehe...

______________________________________________________

Updates

Skrg ni, parent aku je di hati ku

Yeah, SINGLE now!

Bukan desperate la.. Just nak declare je

Call me. Ahak!

No no.. Main2 je

WTH. Kalau kau tinggi and berkereta baru boleh call aku

Ahahhahahahh!

No nooo

Juz kidding

Not looking and not interested

Im happy and contented

Anyway, Im selling off my peep toe at Mudah.my for RM30

If you guys interested:

Go to Mudah.my > Kuala Lumpur > Type "Vincci Black Peep Toe Size 4.5 for RM30"

Signing off

P/s: aku dah deactivate FB. Find me on twitter instead!

Im broke

2011-04-26T06:27:00.002+08:00

I dont know if my parent know that Im on Blogger, Twitter and Foursquare

But if they do read my updates

Im gonna die

For all of my activities for the past 2 weeks

And Im not proud of them

But.. SATISFIED

hehehehehehehe

Karaoke, Outings, Shopping

GodDamn!

Bought 2 shirts from Zara

And curse Miza Hassan, i had my belly satisfied with Chilli's, The pancake House and The Dome

Shit you!

Gah! I want kids now!

2011-04-26T01:57:00.001+08:00

Its been 18 days

2011-04-19T20:23:00.001+08:00

since my birthday

memang acuh x acuh

im tired

i dont care anymore

So funny!

2011-04-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hujan ni..

2011-04-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

Sebab kau balik study week ni, tinggal je la aku kat sini..

Hurm..

Click here to getImages & I Sure Miss You A Lot Pictures - Pictures

Blogger is not tumblr..

2011-04-13T22:56:00.001+08:00

But, i still wana post this quote!

The worst pain for a female is when she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling, and sleeps, just so she doesn't have to think about it.

Review: Toshiba as100

2011-04-13T01:27:00.004+08:00

Right. Enough bout me

I dont know bout u guys, but Im sick of me

Anyway, di era tablet and touchy-touchy mode ni,

I bought a new tablet - Toshiba AS100

Price? RM1400 (discounted)

Review?

Dalam specs:

The world’s most advanced mobile processor, the ultra-sleek AS100 with long battery life is your instant-on, always on companion.

Android paling bodoh aku pernah jumpa

TAK ADA ANDROID MARKET!

How can you sell an Android-platformed device when you dont have Android Market installed?

Kepala hotak kau la.. Mana aku nak download apps??

I dont have any Android Market, xboleh nak register

Ok la, bagi aku Camangi Market and Android Apps utk download apps

But still not enough

Tapi aku rasa aku lagi bodoh sebab beli mende ni

It always lag and sometimes the screen change colour ala-ala reverting colours pulak alahai..

However...

It is light, and best of all.. Ada USB hub

So, I sold this to this Interior Designer guys who need some sort of Picture Displayer so he can show his work to his customer directly

And he already have an Android Account..

Jadi, aku pon.. menggunakan duit tersebut untuk menggantikan kesayanganku:

Kepada mak baru dia:

AWESOME NOKIA E72!

Oh yeah! Oh yeah!

Horrible and Terrible

2011-04-10T23:29:00.003+08:00

Im not like how I used to be

Im fat

Ugly with eerie black eye bag

Cracked up couldnt even crack a joke

Stressed all the time

Whiner big time

Less sleep so Ill lose temper to everyone

Again, Im seriously fat

Dahulunya,

saya ni cantik, peramah, kelakar... semua nak kawan dgn saya

Ok! ok! Fine!

At least I am fun k?

Admit it sucker

At least I can move my ears! Ha!

*see? Im not funny anymore.. Pfffftttt

Why I dont deserve him

2011-04-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

Im a bad girlfriend

Why?

Sebab aku tak tau jaga mulut

Sebab aku sentiasa tak puas hati dengan semua benda

I always take him for granted

I will always decide on something he wont like

And why I dont deserve him?

Because he always give me the best in him

Our anniversary

Sebenarnya aku xingat pon tarikh anniversary kitorang

Until Mizah pointed out that our anniversary falls on the next day after her birthday

Tapi aku xingat jugak tarikh birthday Mizah

So, aku memang xingat sampai sekarang

So, on that day. sebab kitorang banyak gila kerja

We decided to just head up to McD and finish up our work

Tetiba, time ni la McD nak tutup for their kitchen clearance

So, we hunt and hunt and hunt for McDs and end up somewhere in Ampang

Then, he annoyed me like uber annoying!

So, balik tu, aku cakap, 'Hepi Anniversary' dengan muka sour aku

Then he said, but we still havent finish our work?

Sebabkan anniversary kami, aku pon decided utk bertolak ansur and buat kerja sama2 kat kolej je

Then, I went up to change to specs and change my heels to slipper jamban

When I got down, there he was.. lighting up candles for our cake

*Excited

Then, I was like... 'Cake!' pastu aku nak sumbat semua dalam mulut aku

He said, 'Cuba makan sikit2'. So, aku makanla strawberry dulu..

And........

Ada cincin!! Gargh!!!

*pengsan kerana terlalu happy and excited

His Birthday

Went to Putrjaya for picnic and main baling selipar kat depan masjid besi

Disebabkan aku yang plan and I myself am a very lame person

So... That day.. LAME

My birthday

He texted me at 8pm, ajak makan keluar. Sebab mlm tu dia kena balik rumah hantar parent ke airport

So, around 9 something, he waited for me in front of my faculty

Sekali dengan Mizah and Kauthar dah tunggu

Masuk je kereta, kena pakai blindfold

Punya la lama gila perjalanan, dah le kena tutup mata, dengan si Mizah jerit2 dlm keta

Rasa cam muntah

Then, arrived. Ingatkan kat pantai sebab cam breezy je

Mizah walked me to the place when suddenly my dad called

"Kat mana tu?" Mestila aku jawab xtau sebab mata kena tutup. Pastu kena marah dengan abah

Adoi

Moving on. I heard wisels from the guards and I told them "hey, i dont think we should stand here?"

Pastu diorang ckp "Kalau bukak ni, jangan pusing belakang k?"

Bila bukak blindfold, kena paksa tiup lilin, baca kad lagi

Rupanya bawak aku kat I-City, Shah Alam

Pastu, pusing2 belakang....

CAK!!! *pengsan sebab excited lagi

Rupanya pak guard tadi wisel kat sesape yang dekat dengan bear ni

Dorang letak kat atas reindeer kat tengah2 taman

Then, makan kfc ngn kek

Pastu balik bilik and dia kena balik awal..

Farid,

I hope you dont read this. Sebab aku tau kau malas bukak blog aku and menyampah dengan apa aku tulis.

But, I dont know how I can thank you

For all the things you did for me before

I know Im a bad girlfriend

I dont think there are any other guys that can stand me

And InsyaAllah, harap jodoh kita panjang

*thehehehheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ segannya

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING

and sebenarnya aku nak ckp, sorry aku xmampu buat cmne ko buat untuk aku

hehehheh

*pengsan terlalu gembira*

its my birthday! oh yeah~

2011-03-31T01:07:00.001+08:00

Besar gedabaknye teddy bear!!!

OMG!!!!!

*jumping and screaming randomly...

Damn i heart you motherfuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

Over and done

2011-03-06T10:01:00.002+08:00

I cant understand why I cant feel a thing

Its like theres a hole inside of me

I think its just last week we celebrated our anniversary together

And it just last week when I thought I dont want anyone else but you

But today, everything just done and over

Im sorry but I cant stay as your friend

Coz then, I will want you back

Im deleting all our memories, so that I wont text you or call you

I hope you are happy with your freedom

"I dont know how you get out, all I know is how I get out"

Lesson of the day

2011-02-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

Ive been using Clean & Clear product since Im like standard 3 and i would say my skin did great for all of these while

Then my mom said "eh, kau dah dewasa la, get an adult skincare like Loreal"

She keep on bugging me to switch to Loreal but its kinda expensive

So, I switched to ZA instead

Aih, bad choice

Within 2 weeks, a HUGE pimple says 'Hi' under my nose!!

And everyone making fun of me. Gah!!!

Yed laugh like mad that at some point I became freakin-ishly annoyed

Like he care about that!

Ah!

So now, Im switching back to Clean & Clear and say good bye the rest!

p/s: its nothing about the product, its all about which one suits your skin better =)

Toilet of Horror

2011-02-01T15:08:00.003+08:00

The reason why Ive been invincible from the Net world is because

Ive been fighting with my brother's toilet

Subhanallah! Mengerikan!

I dont want to post any pictures up here because some of us have a habit having meals in front of their laptop

And yeah, Im one of them

So, selama ni, aku mandi kat my parent's bathroom

But, I dont think its ok for us to share bathroom. Especially in the middle of the night and I really need to pee

Actually, my brothers and I share a bathroom between our rooms

However, I dont dare to even step in

Lets just say they prefer using clean slipper to shower rather than wash the whole bathroom

So, semalam aku bertekad mengagahkan diri ke Giant

Setelah seminggu runsing mencari solution

Aku tahu apa yang aku patut buat dan beli..

Mr. Muscle!!

Huahuahua!

Malam tadi mula la operasi

Setengah botol aku guna kot!

Until I really believe that those are completely clean

Aku rasa macam dah pollute sewage dengan kotoran yang aku cuci dari toilet ni

Hurm

Letih bai...

Tapi cam bersemangat je pastu!

Its like youve just accomplished something really important and meaningful in your life

Macam baru lepas berak

Breast Cancer

2011-02-01T12:10:00.002+08:00

The reason why I visited Gynae and Hospital last week is because...

No, not breast cancer thank God

But it is actually a breast cyst

You guys can read about this more at:

http://breastcancer.about.com/od/mammograms/p/breast_cysts.htm

Doctor said it is nothing dangerous but need to be removed by injecting a syringe and suck up the fluid

But this thing make me thinking of all of the possible cancers I can get

Ovary cancer, Breast cancer, Lung cancer etc

Living in a polluted area in Ampang from 5 till 13, then moved to industrial area Senawang from 13 till now whats more staying in UM Bangsar nowadays

Macam-macam benda boleh jadi kan?

I got my menses quite early and that makes me well, more exposed to this kind thing

Friends,

Get your HPV shot asap to avoid cervical cancer, do breast check ups more regularly, start having pap smear anytime soon, and dont go and suck up guys penis randomly (im freaking serious) coz u might get meningitis

For this Chinese Year New, wishing all a prosperous year!

House of Misery

2011-01-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today is.. freakin' exhausting!!

Class started at 8am and at the beggining of the lecture, my contact lens popped out from my eyes and jatuh and I cant find it!

So, have to spend 2 hours of lectures, half-blinded

Aiyo! Headache kot

Then, went back to college and I forgot to bring my keys! Luckily the counter was open and they didnt charge me anythng

So, Ive spent the whole day wearing specs

Comments:

"You look so different, I couldnt recognize you" Kar Rui (Classmate)

"Theeeeheheheee!" May Leng (classmates) while pointing at my face

"Wey, your spectacles looks bigger than your face" two or three people

"Cute!" Boyfie with sarcastic face

Then, went to the hospital WALKING and end up at the wrong place

Aiya!!

When reached at the correct place: Pusat Perubatan UM (PPUM)

I got government service shock

They are referring me to here and there, end up at the same place at the end.

Aih. What to do, need free service. At least aku bayar yuran klinik every semester are worthy

Then, Mr. Boyfie to the rescue! Bawak pergi klinik pelajar pulak for the endorsement letter

And they told me to get it 1 day before my surgery

TERIMA KASIH WARGA PERUBATAN UM!

Anyway, while I was there, wandering around the hospitals

Aku rasa cam depressed gila

Ramai gila orang tua ke hulu hilir

Macam nak tumbang anytime

Muka sakit je masing-masing

Xsampai hati tengok pon ada jugak

Memangla kan, kalau xsakit buat apa orang dtg hospitals

But seriously people, be a bit cheerful

Orang tua tu dah suffer enough, xpayah la nak buat diorang lagi misery...

Just a thought anyway

And I think only the doctors and nurse yang xnampak scary btw

CONGRATZ GUYS

He saved my life

2011-01-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

He pushed me to go to the clinic since last Thursday

Ive been meaning to get some check ups since Im 14

But i kept on giving excuses to myself

"It might be nothing" "I'm just too young to do this" "Maybe some other day perhaps"

But today, he brought me there on his own

I owe him my life

If its not for him

God knows whats in front there for me

Alhamdulillah =)

<3>

Just when..

2011-01-16T19:16:00.002+08:00

Just when I feel like today is the worst day ever,

You came like a genie "phoof!" and make it the best day ever

Just when I dont think I can make it,

You gave me faith and I feel like nothing can stop me

Just when I feel like this is my lowest point,

You gave me so much trust in me, making me feel like Im on the top of the world

Just when aku marah, rasa cam nak hambur je kat kau macam-macam,

When aku geram gila,

Sumpah dalam hati, jumpa je siaplah mamat ni aku cubit sampai lebam!

Like Im not gonna forgive you for the next 7 generations

When I met you

Bila kau senyum je, buat bodoh macam xbuat salah

I just froze, tahan diri from smiling

Coz I can never keep this anger on you ever

Atas meja aku ada banyak..

2010-12-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

- Chocolate yang parent aku beli.

Sumpah, aku rasa diorang ada komplot nak menggemokkan aku ni. Beli makanan banyak2 untuk aku bila datang, bawak makan bila datang, bila aku xmakan marah aku pulak. Pelik betul la! And aku rasa diorang mesti collaborate dengan Yed skali ni. Sebab bila jumpa makan, blajar mesti makan, keluar mesti makan. God!

- Kertas-kertas merapu

Biasalah, exam kan. Bila tengok banyak kertas, sejuk hati sikit. "Blajar jugak aku ni.."

Padahal!!

- Biskut-biskut

Hehe, ni aku beli sendiri la. Konon xnak sleepy masa belajar. Blah la kau Nadia! Tidor gak kan!

- Creamer, Gula, Teh

Stok yang aku beli sewaktu aku masih kaya. Ala.. Masa JPA baru masuk. Aku dah agak dah, waktu hujung-hujung ni mesti takde duit. Sebab tu aku suka beli banyak-banyak benda merapu masa ada duit sampai habis duit aku...

- Semut!

Benci gila aku semut. Bilik aku ni dekat dengan pokok sebab tu pantang ada makanan, mulala dia nak bina habitat atas meja aku ni. Jangan haraplah aku nak share chocolate aku dengan korang!! Macam-macam dah aku buat untuk halau diorang seperti:

- Masak air panas, tuang kat dorang

- Spray febreeze

-Picit sekor-sekor sampai mati

Tapi.. Tak tahu la mana salah aku, diorang nak gak kat aku.

Tahu la aku ni manis.. Hehehheh...

Epik Budak Pelik

2010-12-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

Dekat floor aku ni ada ramai budak pelik

Serious pelik

Budak 1

Hari tu, masa study week, takde ramai orang pon

And i was alone by myself in my room

Tidor sorang-sorang, makan sorang-sorang, main sorang-sorang and gelak sorang-sorang

Tapi, bukan aku subjek cerita ni

Adalah satu hari ni, I was about to take a shower

On the way ke toilet, sabun-sabun mak cik cleaner berterabur

*pelik, padahal, diorang pon cuti gak

Dizzy, I just walked into the toilet

Then, when I look at the mirror, tiba-tiba ada kelibat kat dlm shower cubicle

Terkejut aku (apasal ada orang mandi xtutup pintu weh!)

Lagi terkejut bila rupa-rupanya.....

Budak tu tengah basuh bilik air

Gila nak mati tergolek sakit jantung aku

Tapi, muka masih maintain sebab tak nak la malukan dia

Geez! Terus aku balik rumah hari tu jugak!

Budak 2

Dulu, masa ada dinner college, my boyfriend and I sat beside each other in the bus

Biasalah time-time romantik, lovey dovey la kan

Tiba-tiba aku perasan ada budak perempuan sebelah seat kitorang pandang kitorang

Macam....

Muka penuh dengan envious, jealousy, aku-akan-hancurkan-hidup-korang

So, aku dengan boyfie pandang la dia balik

*pehal ko pandang-pandang ni

Tapi, dia tetap maintain muka kot

Pastu kitorang pulak freaked out

Then, this early semester, when I moved in into new floor, aku annoyed gila dengan perempuan sorang ni

Macam sengaja irritate aku

Basuh pinggan lama-lama, ambik air sembahyang lama-lama, gosok gigi lama-lama

Altough aku tercangak tunggu belakang dia

Then, satu hari, aku pissed off gila sampai ter-trigger memory aku

Shit! Ni budak dalam bas hari tu! Tetiba takut

Aku bagitau roomate

Aku cakap, jangan kawan dengan budak pelik

Nanti diorang akan bunuh kawan-kawan kita sebab nak kawan dengan kita je

Ever since that, every time there's a knock at our door,

Semua akan ketakutan takut ada budak pelik nak jadi kawan roomate kitorang

Nanti kami akan dibunuh!!

p/s: Most of the story ada part yang direka semata-mata. Just being hyperbole! Jangan datang floor aku cari diorang plak!

Sape yang paling aku sayang?

2010-11-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

♥ Apa yang penting dalam hidup korang?
Myself, duit, orang yang disayangi (Faham-faham la iye..)

♥ Benda terakhir yang korang beli pakai duit korang sendiri?
Entahlah.. Hidup aku ni bergantung kat mak bapak, pakwe, dewan makan sekarang. Xde duit dah..

♥ Dimana tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti?
Dulu tengok 'Sex and the City' kahwin xjadi kat Library macam best je..

♥ Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?
Yes! Yes!

♥ Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?
Love is eternal kan?

♥ Novel / Buku / Majalah yang terakhir korang beli?
Like I said, I dont have any money currently. I guess it should be 'How to Kill a Mockingbird'

♥ Apakah nama penuh korang?
Siti Nadia Radhuan

♥ Antara mak dan ayah, yang mana korang lebih mesra?

Takde beza antara mereka. Semua aku cerita kat dua-dua

♥ Namakan orang yang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang?
Oprah and Mahathir!

♥ Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?
Duh.. Xde orang gaji. Aku la jadi orang gaji

♥ Dimanakah tempat betul2 korang nak pergi?
No specific place for me. Malaysia is good enough!

♥ pilih salah satu peluk atau cium?
Depends dengan siapa! Hehehe.. Kalau dengan parents mesti la peluk and cium kan!

♥ 5 benda yang korang sangat2 sayang dalam hidup korang?
benda?
1. Parents
2. Families - my browies
3. Bestfriends
4. Him
5. Friends

♥ 5 lagu yang paling korang suka dan selalu dengar?
1. Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
2. If I die Young - The Perry Band
3. Boston by Augustana
4. Fuck you - Ceelo Green
5. Jason Mraz - I can't choose one, banyak sangat lagu dia aku suka!

♥ Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?
31 Mac 1990

Ah, sebok a nak tau! Banyak tanya plak blog ni!

♥ 6 orang blogger yang korang nak tag?

Masalahnya ramai stalker yang baca blog ni, tapi aku xtahu..

Hurm..

- Tomica

- Sabrina Kepoh

- Raihan Raihana

- Azira?

I dont care nak tag sape sape la.. Aku pon kena tag ngn Fahrul Muncit

I am not a sportsperson

2010-11-03T23:03:00.005+08:00

Simptom-simptom Nadia dah gemok:

1. Jeans semua dah super tight

2. Xboleh pakai baju size XS sebab nampak buncit

3. Pergi mana-mana tempat, standard line orang kasi "gemoknye!", "chubby!", "what happened to you? Uve grown.. Urm.."

4. Nak ikat tali kasut malas gila sebab mengah tunduk

5. Pergi tempat sejauh Dewan Makan dah mengah. Pastu kutuk-kutuk kolej kenapa xbuat DM kat atas je

6. Mr. Boyfriend dah xselera tengok aku. Gah!!!

Atas alasan ke-6 (yang lain mampos korang a), aku pon ambilla inisiatif untuk berjogging sempena study week ni kan

Lagipun sihat sikit badan dan otak

Fokus sikit studi. Chewah-chewah la konon!

Hehehehe....

So, semalam pon aku mulakan lah mende alah ni

SEMANGAT GILA WEH!

Pergi la sorang-sorang sebab biar adjust dulu kan. Sprint test sikit!

Dengan mp3 di poket, mulalah jogging naik atas bukit kolej 8

Mula-mula jalan dulu (FYI, dah warm up dalam bilik k!)

Pastu sampai kolej 8, aku pon start la jog..

Sampai kolej 10 dah xlarat weh!!

WTF!

Tetiba cam nak pengsan. Tapi aku cakap dalam hati, relek a nadia, sampai atas bukit berhenti a

Pale otak a!

Tetiba je, aku rasa letih gila, nak termuntah pulak tu

Gila ah

Dalam hati aku aku rasa nak mati dah

Tetiba teringat, aku mesti hidup sebab aku kena blog pasal mende ni

Halfway, tetiba lagu 'Love story' main

Teringat pada tujuan sebenar aku jog

Semangat a sikit nak balik

Pastu, mp3 abes bateri. Xpe, dia masih di dalam hatiku

Sampai bilik je, internet xde! ARGH!!!!!

P/s: Ni la route aku jog.. Aku siap calculate guna Google Map..

650 meter je weh!

Ingat nak sambung hari ni. Boyfriend cakap, biasalah baru mula memang camtu, pasni lama-lama biasalah

Tadi, pukul 3.30 petang, aku tidor sampai pukul 7.00 petang. Hehehehe

2010-11-01T11:54:00.002+08:00

Since the stupid SKS Seremban-KL bus have been shifted from Pasar Seni to Freakin-Else-Where,

I have no other choice but to use the KTM

Memang everytime I went back, I will be using KTM la

I guess KTM are kinda cool nowadays that they have that 'Ladies Coach'

Kudos KTM!

Tapi... Apalah gunanya kalau tiada pengawasan yang ketat.

Time dekat Station Seremban, sebab ada polis kat situ yang anytime akan jerit kat orang laki sebab masuk koc wanita, so, xde sape akan berani masuk

Tapi, masuk je Station Tiroi...

So, sepanjang pengalaman aku menaiki KTM Berhad, jom share skit:

Mende bangang yang menyakitkan hati aku time naik KTM

1. Orang lelaki di Koc Wanita

Agak-agak kau perasan tak warna-warna pink sekeliling kau ditambah suasana awkward bila kau step in dalam koc ni?

Semua mak cik-mak cik akan berhenti cakap and pandang kau dengan pandangan menjengkelkan seumpama kau immigrant yang banyak dosa?

Semua anak dara akan buat muka disgusting sebabnya...

- kau dah ganggu masa privasi kitorang

- kalau tidor kena jaga adab sebab ada lelaki

- bila keadaan sangat sempit, tergesel-gesel plak badan!

2. Kekurangan ajaran mak ayah

Selalunya bila aku naik KTM, aku akan prefer berdiri sebab nak bagi chance kepada orang yg lebih memerlukan

Tapi, yang penuhkannya budak2 Universiti. Memang terbakar hati aku tengok diorang sedap2 duduk, biar je orang tua or budak-budak kecik berdiri sampai lenguh

Hari Sabtu lepas, ada sorang budak U ni berebut tempat duduk dgn budak lelaki umor 7 tahun

Kepala otak ayah ko la

Siap buat muka bangga bila mak budak tu tegor budak tu

WTF???

Pastu sem lepas, ada sorang student U gak, terus amek spot tpt duduk padahal ada je orang tua depan dia berdiri

Pastu siap urut-urut kaki kononnya dia dah jalan jauh pastu dah lama berdiri

Nak cover malu, tido terus a

Rasa cam nak g tampar je

3. Pasang lagu kuat-kuat

Dah a lagu lama gila babeng.

Lagu bajet cam hit la. Cam 'Yeah' by Usher or 'Low' by Flo Rida

Mcm la aku xtahu muka kau layan dangdut je. N mende ni slalu gak jadi kat aku dalam LRT and bas. Balik alor star 6 jam dengar lagu kau je yang asyik ulang2 sebab memory kad kau 64 MB and kau tertido so xde sape boleh switch off phone kau yang kau selit bawah ketiak

4. Terlupa pakai deodorant

Tak tahu la kalau kau terlupa or memang xpernah pakai. But seriously weh. Its public places kot. And closed air siap dengan air-cond. Lagi best, kalau dia bergayut pegang railing bahagia atas. Pergh...

Memang aku sanggup turun KTM, tunggu 3omin lagi next train

Malas a aku nak sentuh pasal budak2 Uni yang bawak beg luggage besar sampai aku jatuh tersungkur tersepak beg kau, or perempuan2 gedik yang cakap kuat pasal guys yang gila bayang kat diorang or mak cik yang ajak aku sembang when all in my mind, I just want to sleep until we reach Seremban

Sebab aku pon buat benda kat atas gak

He he he

Love songs for me and you and all of the rest

2010-10-25T22:14:00.001+08:00

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Recently, noticed a lot of lovebirds flying around in college

Love the feeling

Lets treasure LOVE~

Masalah dalaman

2010-10-24T15:37:00.002+08:00

Kadang2 aku 'agak' prihatin a

When a person needs my help, I'll always be there

Kalau ada org makan sorang2, aku akan temankan

Bila xde kenderaan, aku tumpangkan

Bila orang tua atau mengandung perlukan tempat duduk, aku dengan rela hati bagi seats aku altough kena berdiri sejam lagi untuk ke Seremban

Bila ada orang nak duit, bagi je la apa yang aku ada

Tapi....

Bila orang tak tau hargai

Or kalau aku..

Malas nak buat baik

Rasa perlukan masa keseorangan or saje rasa nak makan sorang2 dengan peace of mind

Duit pon kering

Blakang dah sakit sebab asyik drive around

Aku ngantok gila dalam KTM, so aku nak spend masa sejam dengan tido

Or aku nak spend masa dengan Family, Besties or Mr. Boyfriend

Sorilah, aku pon manusia besa gak

Thoughts

2010-10-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

Its Funny when I have too many things happening but so little stuff to write about

Watched 5 movies within this week itself and im recommending The Other Guys and Its You Again

Done with my problematic project but soo many things Ive learned from it

And hey, I guess my bad luck is over, flipped through and found my mojo!

How Nadia spent her weekend when she have 3 test the following week

2010-10-11T11:02:00.002+08:00

I can barely type or even wake up now

It has been an awesome weekend though!

Last Friday, ive been helping around AIESEC in Malaysia to promote Go Exchange! Program at Midvalley during MCTF

It was awesome and the energy over there was overwhelming!

Along with me during my shift from 10-12 are Mr. President Alif, Evelyn, Tina, Azira, Wei Lie and Aimran

Well, its just like a usual Exchnger Recruitment Drive but in a bigger scale

And ehem, most of the people over there are kinda old

We are targeting people below 30 and hurm..

Well, looks doesnt portray how old are you

*cakap orang lain, aku sama je

Some look younger than they look

and hurm, nmpak lagi tua dari umur sebenar

Oh well, balik pukul 12 pastu stuck dlm traffic jam selama 2 jam

It took me 10 minutes to go there and 2 hours to drive back to UM

Urgh

Its ok, I still love KL and I put the blame on me, KL

Bodoh gila kau xingat ke smbahyang Jumaat, memangla Jam!

Then, the next day was COMM Quarterly Meeting!

The session was.. Well, I duno where to start...

Woke up 30 minutes before and feel bad to those Northern people from UUM and USM who have to travel down Sentral while aku bersenang lenang memecut Wira to our AIESEC in Malaysia's Office, 5 minutes before 9am

Hurm.. Now, they are proposing having it in Ipoh next

*Argh!

It was a fun, helpful, a lot of input, team bonding meeting

We reflect back what we had planned before, what we had achieved so far and what we can learn from others

Mlm tu, keluar dengan Mizah yang xde kawan tu

Awesome outing!

Tapi, lepas tu ada drama la sikit, kan Fahrul?

Then, the next day is Malam Pengenalan Feseni Kolej Za'ba

The whole thing was pure awesomeness

11 performance and everyone was so happy! Weee~

P/s- esok ada Molecular Genetics test, Khamis ada Immunology and Microbial Processes Test

Ambek kau Nadia! Life mmg pure awesome kan???

More reasons

2010-10-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

I got so many reasons to feel happy now!

1) I know my mom and dad loves me coz they told me so

2) I better in my class now compare to the start of the term

3) Finished DNA Tech. Recombinant Lab and tomorrow is Microbial. I love lab!

4) Just got back from Picadilly with my COMMers (AIESEC) and Tommy si sesat

5) My friends - Fahrul, Keree are deeply in love (but not to each other ok!) with their partner and 1 thing I know bout them - they treasure LOVE

Confessions

2010-10-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

1. I think Karma is behind my back, giving me all the revenge I deserved on love

2. Ive been spending the whole day doing nothing but thinking of the past

3. Ive decided to move on. Let go of everything and be happy and content with my life

4. I also think my mom and dad is behind my back. They seem to know every single move I take 1 step ahead. Menakutkan.

Eg:

- Yesterday while I was at Murni with the fellow AIESECers, my dad called. “Hey, having fun eating outside with your friend?”. Almost choked out I said; “How you know?”. He just laughed and start to brag bout his instinct

- Texted mom telling her I’m still alive and in 1 piece. She replied “jaga mata, jangan pandang jantan memanjang”. Then I replied, “Hai, takkan nak tengok perempuan pulak. Lain dah tu”. Padahal dalam hati, mana la dia ni tahu. Baru nak bukak langkah…

5. But frankly, its hard to just forget everything. And its even god damn hard to not to even text him. Its going to be a difficult phase for us.

6. The fact is, I hate being alone and lonely.

7. I think I bore people out

A Quote

2010-09-29T19:54:00.002+08:00

"Berkatalah sesuka hatimu untuk menghina kehormatanku. Maka diamku dari orang yang hina adalah suatu jawapan. Bukanlah ertinya aku tidak memiliki jawapan, tetapi tidak pantas bagi seekor singa melayani kerenah anjing-anjing." (Diwan al-Syafi'e)

It was posted on a girl's FB and i kinda like it

P/s: not meant for anyone. please take note

Dear

2010-09-28T06:59:00.001+08:00

Just tell me u fucking want me back

And i'll be running back to u

Life

2010-09-27T17:46:00.001+08:00

Life is.. very disturbing right now

I cannot believe I'm saying this

But..

I need my Abah right here, right now

Hurm.. Holiday...

2010-09-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

It’d been a 2-weeks off for me

I've been leaving everything behind and concentrate on my family

It has been kinda a tough time for each of us

But, like always, we’re gonna make it through!

Nothing much happened during Raya

Everything is about forgive and forget

Which marks , it is the time to MOVE ON

I hope everyone had an awesome Raya

Then, its Xcapade!

Awesome awesome awesome time for me!

I’ve started to reflect back to my first experience in AIESEC’s conference

Alumni Session turned me on

Last year, it was Jason Teo

This year it’s Joe Yong

Amazing people that inspired me so much

I found back the relevance why I strongly believe in AIESEC

Why I stayed in AIESEC

And why I love AIESEC so much

Now, let’s get back to work people!!!

Sabar.. Sabar...

2010-09-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

kita bertanya, Dia menjawab...

Ya Allah... kenapa semua ini terjadi padaku?

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (Al-Baqarah : 216)

Ya Allah.. kenapa terlalu berat ujian ini?

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." (Al-Baqarah : 286)

Ya Allah.... terasa kehidupan ini sudah tiada maknanya lagi bagiku.

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman." (Ali Imraan : 139)

"... ..dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir." (Yusuf : 87)

Ya Allah... bagaimana harus kuhadapi semua ini?

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk" (Al-Baqarah : 45)

Ya Allah... apa yang akan kudapat daripada semua ini?

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka..(At-Taubah : 111)

Ya Allah.... kepada siapa harus ku berharap?

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dariNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal." (Surah At-Taubah : 129)

Ya Allah...berimankah aku?

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji?Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta (Al-Ankabut : 2-3)

hasil perkongsian:

diambil dari salah satu blog y mengambil sumber dari iluvislam.com

p/s: Dear someone who post this up on a note on facebook,

If you happened to read this blog, thank you so much for this piece

Ramadhan's Hope

2010-09-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

Its Ramadhan

Masa terbaik mengumpul pahala

And best reasons to say no to yourself

When your brain have some nasty ideas

Other than that,

It’s the time:

- to save up money and being able not to spend a cent for a day

- stop cursing for once

- hold myself back when saw something I craved for – ice cream and chocolate

- text my dad everyday asking what he had for break fast

- be very patient on irritating people – tomi

- eat at night (sahur!)

- spend time with family – berbuka together, shopping, paint the house or bake (not sure if we will do that this year)

But heck, who am I kidding. Ramadhan and Syawal this year… I don’t really feel it.

Abah is not here. Meja kosong je. Tak ada siapa-siapa nak penuhkan meja dah.

Looking forward to see him in the 1 week

Anyway, this is my favourite song of all time

Soothing and enjoyable!

Get Your Own Free Hypster.com Playlist.

DI SAMPING ITU, SAYA MENGAMBIL KESEMPATAN INI UNTUK MEMOHON MAAF KEPADA SEMUA KAWAN-KAWAN DAN SAUDARA MARA JIKA TERSALAH CAKAP DAN MENGGURISKAN HATI ANDA

HALALKAN MAKAN MINUM SAYA

AND HEREBY, I ANNOUNCE:

I FORGAVE EVERY SINGLE PERSON NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAD DONE TO ME

(YES, INCLUDING THAT THIEF WHO STOLE MY HANDBAG)

AND I HALALKAN EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE

Im grateful

2010-08-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

~~Banyak sangat perkara terjadi dua menjak ni~~

Urgh, who am I kidding

I just found out last two days that my bahasa sucks

I was writing paperwork for my upcoming project

And turn out to be a trash

I guess too many reports for practical I guess

_____________________________________________________

Life has been…

Unexpected and again, I’m letting myself go the down the drain

Cried again. Urgh

Ive never cried so many times in a year before (like 7-8 times?) in my whole life

My mom called me ice queen and my dad called me ‘perut hijau’ coz I will never cry no matter what happened (even someone close to me passed away)

I guess when my dad not here, and so many things too handle, the only way I can release it all at an instant is…

Cry and weep

Humph.

I'm glad you are right by my side no matter how ugly I cried in public

I got a new resolution

2010-08-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

After this, no more emo-ing

I dont know whats happening in me, I keep on drifted away in someone who is totally not me!

I mean, Nadia nak emo?

Pffffttt....

So not me!

So, xnak terlalu ikot emosional dan bersikap lebih rasional!

Yeah!!

I hope u feel how i felt

2010-08-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

I hate it when:

- u ignore me

- u didnt reply my text

- u ffk me

- u didnt say 'good night' before u sleep

- u didnt say 'good morning' when u wake up

- u didnt text me the whole day

- u didnt even try to understand me

- u didnt console me back when im mad

- u walk in front of me

- u say something mean

- choose something else over me

- texting some one else when u're with me

Nah, ambik.

I hate it.

Period.

Urgh

Its that time again

2010-08-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

When u make me happy and sad

When u heal and hurt me

When u make me laugh and cry

When u break it and make it up

When u make me love u deeper and hate u more again...

p/s: im sucks in this

baliklah rumah..

2010-08-09T13:00:00.004+08:00

i thing that i would like to be addicted on would be

-balik rumah-

seremban - UM xde a jauh

tapi bapak malasnye aku. mak aih

rindu gila babeng kat mak sampai demam baru aku tau balik

sbb? sbb bila aku balik, aku jadi sampah keluarga

tido, baring, gelak, makan

Hello back

2010-08-04T17:14:00.003+08:00

Its been like what?

Ages? Since the last time I blog

Seriously, I have no time

Genetics lecturer driving me crazy

and AIESEC making my life hectic

*but im lucky he's still by my side :)

So, AIESEC day passed and i would say went GREAT! no, AWESOMEE!

200+ turns up and drop their contact number and 70+ came for the interview

Kudos to all AIESECers in UM! Especially Tomi and MayLeng!

Currently in my dprtment, ive chose 11 super energetic and unique people

Cant wait to start working with them

Then, someone steal my handbag while im watching indespicable me last week

lost my new E72 and my wallet

I just went blank and couldnt think properly over the few weeks

as i have no atm card means im broke

Luckily i have a lot of friends that help me out in everything!

Now, planning to focus more in my study and at the same time, put more effort to strategize our branding and positioning!

parentless..

2010-06-12T14:59:00.006+08:00

today marks the last day that all of us are parentless

me, along and khairil managed to survived the whole 2 weeks without mom/dad!

nothing much happened

im so busy organizing natcon in the next 2week

whats more with the upcoming recruitment drive directly under me on 2nd week of opening sem

and oh yeah, overlapping with my position in comm

kinda neglect our farm for a while

mom and dad supervised ur from far (by calling us every one hour)

and i swear to god they have lying detector

sumpah xboleh tipu, memang confirm kantoi bai!

aku seorang yang pemalas

2010-06-12T14:50:00.003+08:00

kenapa?

because i have 10 fat fingers that so lazy to type some mindless things on my blog!

these fatso couldnt even stand typing messages. poor boyfie

they even have using mouse that we all would rather using the touchpad

apala nak jadi dengan si gemoks ni..

Currently?

2010-05-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

Before I leave UM, I desperately need to finish up the Notice Board

Apart from some 'demotivation' i had faced after Notice Board the First,

I've been bugging Fadzli all I can-to print out the caption

*yeap, just 1 piece godamn caption je yang tinggal

Tanggal 7th May 2010, Yed sent me to the Business fac and we'd completed the notice board tgthr

*no one can be any sweeter than u. I mean, who else can happily help me doing Aiesec stuff? No one! Except u!

And it was awesome! We had an extra board, means that it is way bigger than Science fac's N.board

Now...............

Back to the real reality..

Its kinda hard for my family and I. Currently.

Dad is working in Sabah and im giving all my support to mom who have to work things out in our Ladang as much as she could

But things can never be better

She's a truly wonder woman who always sort stuff in her own way

Now, as things had gone back to track (well.. not really. but im adapting) started to really focus on Comm back in AIESEC

p/s: seriously need an aspirin. headache due to sorting things out with the insurance people, banks, JPJ and bills. Imma legendary housewife. all i need now is my husband. volunteers? oppss... sorry.. no vancancy. hehhehhe..

Aiesec's Notice Board the Second

2010-05-14T14:20:00.004+08:00

Halo guys!

I'd managed myself to finished up the second AIESEC's Notice Board that situated in the Business Fac with a help from a special friend.

*Tanks Yed.. Ure the sweetest ever

It is kinda stranded - at the centre of the Lecture Hall but I hope students next semester could spend some time read all the informations we all had posted while waiting for their lecture to start.

What I would like to advertise here is the attention grabber factors what with all the colours, patterns, pictures and of course the packages we all have come up with for each department - fully helped by Fadzli (printing), May Leng (Icons) and Adila Khairul (write ups)

Do come and visit the AIESEC boards if u all are interested.

The other one would be the mini size (but no less informative) which is situated in the Science Faculty - Dataran Sains

AIESEC's Notice Board!

2010-04-19T13:55:00.003+08:00

Its part of my Communication plan that we come up with the notice board

Before the term end so that students that just entered next semester can check us out

So, Ive asked MayLeng to come up with the icons,

Adila Khairul to do some writings

Fadzli to print and customize the icons

And special tanx to my Yed for helping me out
*altough hes not part of us, but he done more than us (seriously)

Kejadian 16/4/2010

2010-04-17T19:06:00.002+08:00

Semalam pergi makan kat dewan makan

Time tu semua lelaki2 gi semayang jumaat

tak bawak kunci - my roomate yang bernama hanisah hold it

suddenly masa naik tangga dia pon berkata "kunci nadia kat luar!!"

aku pon menjerit "tidak, aku xkan benarkan!" dan berlari ke arah bilik kami, mengejar dia

setibanya di korider dimana semua budak2 kat floor tu slalu sidai baju basah,

aku terjatuh.... huhuhuhuhu...

sumpah sakit ;-(

Bengkak kaki aku

Kak Hanisah gelak je plak tu!

A confession

2010-04-17T18:27:00.002+08:00

Im a person who loves meeting new people

but i dont really like keeping up that relationship

well.. of cos my besties not included

they are the only people i constantly thought of

maybe comfortable with them

oh well

need to keep that up

whats more with facebook and twitter nowadays kan

Shopping, Im tottaly addicted to it

2010-04-17T02:50:00.003+08:00

Introducing....

My new phone..

Hakhakhak!Well.. Heres thing..

My touch screen phone - fell into the toiletbowl

It was a devastating moment and no warranty can cover that

Oh well.. - I grieved for a month or so

And decided im so into qwerty keypad

And this is so professional look and the gold chrome appearance is just very appealing

and it cost +rm100 from the previous phone

Went to pc fair pikom just now

Bought
1. a wireless mouse for rm49
2. mouse pade for rm9
3. laptop case for rm15
4. pendrive sandisk 4G for rm29 and guess wat? i just lost it once again like my previous 3 pendrives

Moving on to clothes..

God knows how much i spent over shirts and tops

Anyway, what I want to highlight here are....
Floral pattern and sheer/see through fabrics

They are so in!

Babes, go grab some!

Shoes.. How can I missed those!

Bought a platform chunky heels.. for rm79 from vincci

A platform wedges for rm49 from nose

Weeee~

Moving on.. Is my new obsession!

Spent rm 190 (i think so la) for this converse RED high cut sneaker

So in love with this pair!

Arghhh!!!

AIESECing all day and night

2010-04-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

Juz came back from Bukit Tinggi, Pahang for our transition camp

It was all drilling and drenching

But we all went back with one piece

Im kinda obsessed with this organization

Its kind of a place for me where I can develop all the potential I believe I do possess and at the same time, had fun with these people Im comfortable with

All the new EBs

The apartment we stayed overnight

Me, C.K and Ruth

Owh, this was during the last meet ups we had- we all are required to wrote down what we think of a person and how she/he can improve on their back! Huh! Talking bout talk behind ur back!
And we made a very long human chain. LOLZ

The one movement! Yeay!
Thats tomi, ruth, azira, me, and nina!

Im blogging back

2010-04-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

My apologies

Lama gila aku xblogging

First was Malam Kebudayaan Melayu - I was the tresurer and the drama director *awesome!

then, it was Starz of Za'ba (a mini concert in college) - I was the Secretary *but i didnt do well

then, Festival Seni UM - Participate in Boria and Tarian Tradisional

Lost my Nokia 5800 - Bought E72 pulak! Heeee~

Now taking up leadership role as a VICE PRESIDENT OF COMM in AIESEC
*cheers for me!

Ok, and currently - study week

Well... Life kinda rough to me nowadays

To be frank, Im in a relationship right now - hes a great friend who is always there for me, the one I can depend on after my family and bestie and most of all - catch me before I fall

We've gone through all the ups and downs together where at one point - i kinda believe there wont be anything else that can break us up

Enjoyed every moment we spent together payed!

Lolz - but well... Its all up to HIS hand kan...

Oh yeah, shopping? Next up! Wohoooo!!

On my shopping list

2010-01-25T02:13:00.003+08:00

I want A GLADIATOR HEELS!! GWYNETH LOOKS GORGEOUS IN IT!

Anyway, ive browsed thru msn and saw transformation of some celebs and i really love christina now.. So adorable..
Aside from that, Ive learnt how to wear ur shirt in different way!
P/s: these are not me, altough i wish i had a really nice legs

Lucky days

2010-01-25T01:49:00.002+08:00

It must have been my luck in shopping...

I went to Padini and Mango and sales dia.. Fuiyo..

Rm15

Mango blaus for Rm22

My mom bought this from Kelantan

Fav of all -Rm35

Great weekend!

2010-01-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my lil bro - Luqman's bday

So, i went back home to spend some time with him

And of course, my other brothers

We went for spy next door and paranormal activity

Jackie chan is funny but i dont know..

I cant seem to find the X factor in it

Paranormal activity on the other hand

is seriously disturbing

I cant go alone in the bathroom without thnkng somethng related to that movie

I mean, its not as scary as ju-on or as heart-pumping suspense like house of wax

But the after effect is so powerful

I couldnt sleep at night

gila ah

Full synopsis including the ending- http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1179904/synopsis

Dance till u drop

2010-01-08T19:15:00.002+08:00

I dont know whether I really can dance or not

and heck, not gonna try out for 'so u think u can dance'

to get the answer

anyway, i think my schoolmates know how much i m really into dancing

so, this one guy, hes my senior, ask me to join Festival Seni UM (Feseni)

in Zapin

so, yeap, im dancing malay traditional dance yang aku selalu kutuk

and anyway, semua tu kwn2 aku, so easier life for me

masa aku practise, aku paired up dgn mamat ni yang agak lembut

and adala gang aku naik

and laugh like hell

habis sial

he went back down and make jokes on me

how the guy is more flexible than i am and dia ckp aku kengkang??

im good enough ok!

and oh yeah, mengajar budak2 persembahan malam kebudayaan melayu

i am the MT

and evryone started to call me drama queen and zapin queen

GREAT... just GREAT...

Who ate my chocolate?

2009-12-31T10:40:00.006+08:00

As im writing this, there's one mini bar of cadbury that the aiesecer gave me last nite
*and someone already have one bite!*growl..

We had dinner together at Picadilly and daym, it was awesome!

Food was great and awesome crowd

I really feel that with them is where i belong to

The passion that i had and how well my relationship with them

Because today is 31st Dec of 2009...
I just wana reflect how far have I gone through this year

January:

Back in Pahang, suddenly it was raining heavily and a rainbow formed right in front our eyes

Still in KmPH
Missed all the memories!

Time ni la rapat dgn sabrina, wahida, mizah, huda my roomate and
Never thought we could be so close that evryday, im so excited, looking forward
Wats our plan for that evening and night!
In my class, I got Farah, Ana, and Shamin on my back:

I kept thinking, why cant we be that click during the first sem?

February:
Went to India for ODF olympiad

Behind the Ramoji Worldwide

Streets of Hyderabad

And Thank Allah, that was my turning point

In few months, im the new celebrity
Man, really dont want such life..
Enough, wey..
Sabrina and wahida kept making fun of my fake political smile

March:
Continuity if my infamousness
More bonding with my college mates
Especially budak-budak KAKOM:

Missed all those moments

April:
Final exam
Left KmPH

May & June:
Worked with my dad

As maids and pengutip limau kasturi moden during weekdays
And part time shopper during the weekend

And the best part, being in Seremban, is to be able to hang out more often with..
BESTIES! and FAMILY!

July:
Entered UM

As u can see, UM is in the middle of...
Midvalley..
The curve..
Pavillion..
Sunway Pyramid..
Times Square..
And equipped with all sorts of public transportation!

The start of my hectic life
Ive joined Aiesec, Kreatif club back in my college

August and so on..
My life is nothing more than a zombie life
I work hard, study hard, play hard and most importantly..
Shop hard

Being in UM is a whole new chapter in my life
It taught me to be carefree, stand on my own, to enjoy my own life, my own self to the most
Its vital being able to be decisive and speak out whats on ur mind

No matter how appealing KL life could provide me,
nothing could be the fresh air and nights full of stars in beautiful Pahang

seriously, this is what i got from my room every single morning

and the warmth and internal happiness I felt for Seremban

It has been a great year, Im proud of myself for being able to decide which is the best for me
and how I could push myself beyond the border far from my expectation..

# And as u guys notice, this year, Ive dedicated to Allah my aurat and promised Him I'll take real good care of it as a good Muslim and as His worshiper.

The power of TeleVision

2009-12-24T22:25:00.003+08:00

PART 1

My elder brother, Along sat beside me while I was watching Chuck on AXN (daym, i love geeky!)

He lit his Winston and he went "hows life?"

Obviously, he wants to have some chit

But chuck is so funny and the situation is so complicated

Along went "semalam, along jumpa kwn, pastu... bla bla bla"

I caught things like "accident" "awek along" "sial betol" and urm.. ok, now chuck is handling some kind of bomb.. interesting..

"kau dengar tak ni??" i went, "huh?"

"sudahlah! malas along cakap dgn akak!"

Be it, Im watching Chuck.

PART 2

Mak just talked to the phone.

Anyway, the new wipeout is out! They got really cool new stuff in it!

My mom went "tadi nenek call... What a conflict..."

Godaym.. Do we really have to do it now....

Mak : Kesian nenek... Mak Ndak kan... Bla bla bla.. Bersalin.. Bla bla bla.. Xpeduli.. Ish! Ntahla... bla bla bla.. Mak xtahu...

Me: (dalam hati) Huh? Motivater plak kat big ball?? Awesome! Oh god!! Thats freaking funny!!

Suddenly, "Hahahhaha!!"

Mak: Kau ni kan!!

Ok, before she pull my ears, better I listen to her.. Next time wipeout.. next time..

PART 3

My youngest bro, Luqman, baru balik main bola

Still exhausted, with full of passion he's trying to tell me how well he scored for his team

"Kwn luqman pass kat luqman, pastu luqman memula xtau nk buat ape, luqman pass... bla bla bla bla.. pass balik... bla bla.. teringat drogba.. bla bla..

It was malcolm in the middle! My favourite show ever!

"huh? hurm.. ok.. oh..." while my eyes and brain is in the tv actually..

poor guy..

******************************************

It happened to evryone around me as well. My granny, my dad, my bro, evryone!

******************************************

Ignorance is such a bliss..

At times, I rather close myself up, blocking myself from listening.

Tapi... Its not good to treat people in such manner kan?

I should brush up my listening skill and sharpen my focus!

Hey, that can be the new resolution!

Christian the lion

2009-12-18T16:35:00.002+08:00

This morning, i watched Oprah with my mom

She's kinda addicted to it

And we watched this:

They adopt this cub and at the end

have to give it up and send Christian to Africa

Then, they decided to meet up

Christian is already an adult lion and eventually

the head of the group

Limau! Limau!

2009-12-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

My dad is not around so...

I have to teman my mom to ladang

and kutip limau

i love the smell of limes especially in the morning or after it was just rained

so fresh!

Bt i dont like when my finger got pricked...

hurm.. :-S

After MyLDS

2009-12-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

After UUM, i decided to hit my kampong and spend some time with my granparent

We went to the new tesco and i found this cafe that they're selling 'teh dangdut'

It was a tea with 2 or 3 layers

But the name so funny and i couldnt find any connection between the name and the tea

Watever..

Anyway, back in kampong, i was surrounded by 4 very2 naughty girls where they're trying so hard to grab my attention

My aunt decided to hit Gunong Keriang which is very famous for crystals

And we snapped few pics

My aunt and the smallest yet the naughtiest of all

They actually jumped to the other side just to snap this pics
The worst part is when i have to go back home when both of them actually cried. haisy..

MyLDS!

2009-12-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

MyLDS is Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar

This year, It was held in UUM

Its a program for Aiesec newbie from all over the country

It was hell out of fun!
The OGXer (outgoing exchange department)
Gala dinner with the UMers
UMers in bright blue
The last group i was assigned for the explorace
The best part about Aiesec is definitely square dance!
Girls of the UMers
During the photoshoot
The first group i was assigned with
This is how the seminar was held. Dancing, screaming, cheering and yeah, some serious business. lolz

It was awesome and i kinda missed all the hectics we all had for the whole 1week!